Well yesterday was pretty rough,i knew the night before what day was comming the next morning.Waking up was dreadful, but i pulled my butt out of bed and we went fishing.Thought it would help pass this nasty day of the month, another month has came since i have seen my little boy. Fishing was fun but i was crying behind the sunglasses i was glad i was wearing them then i didnt have to answer family as to why i was crying.They say its gets easier part is right, but really the only thing thats gets easier is masking the pain.The pain is always there just easier to hide.So as another month passes i still go on.Next month is going to be hurdle his 2nd birthday, june 25th...im scared, we are still going to have a celebration thing for him even though hes not here, im just going to be scared of the emotions that will come with that. We miss him so bad.
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